Ace of Pentacles, Heart of Stars
Maybe a feeling of working hard on something 'out there' ("in the spotlight"), but 'new opportunities' certainly seems to 'shine with their absence (as we say in Sweden)?
Why isn't that 'lucky break' coming?
How long will/shall you endure?
Or maybe just that nervous or disappointing feeling of wanting to "get a sign that you're on the right way"...
And preferably a material one!
And that "puts food on the table" ;)
Is there maybe another way to look at things?
Most probably there's nothing at all 'missing'.
There can't be - from a Spiritual Perspective.
Most probably you aren't 'lacking' - even though your head likes to tell you so :)
"How do you know this is the experience you need?
Because this is the experience you are having at the moment." ~Eckhart Tolle~
"Life will give you whatever experience is most helpful for the evolution of your consciousness." ~Eckhart Tolle~
Deck: Heart of Stars Tarot
Card: Ace of Pentacles (R)
The Golden Egg from 'Harry Potter: Goblet of Fire.'
Reversed "...indicates that you are either already involved in a bad investment or have a fear about investment due to the possibility of losing resources; even though you have all the means necessary."
Advice "...loosen your grip on your fear of lacking and loss and nurture different aspects of your life"