Page of Swords, Alchemy England Tarot
Theme: "dark forces pulling"
Don't forget your contract with [god/the universe]!
Read the fine print!
Deck: Alchemy 1977 England Tarot
Card: Knave of Swords
You may of course think and do what you want, but remember that your primary assignment is to become and be the best version of yourself, and to "act in the name of god (love/your soul). To give the gifts you were born to give.
Not to blame or shame. Detach from those dark thoughts.
Don't believe everything you think.
Don't believe everything you see (to the eye the earth looks flat - you know better).