Page of Swords, Egyptian Tarot
Somewhat unwillingly realising that you must devote time for studies, or some form of written work?
Because you actually have to.
Because it's a vital part of the responsibility you have.
For yourself, but also for the greater good in this case.
As a part of the process, as a part of your role, as a part of raising the energies on this globe of our!
Learning to see/think about things in new ways, with emphasis on inner attitudes and the ways you yourself chose to perceive things (reversed).
Theme: "Civilisational (evolutionary/non-personal) duties/responsibilities"
Card: Knave of Swords (R)
"Squire is a shortened version of the word esquire, from the Old French escuier (modern French écuyer), itself derived from the Late Latin scutarius ("shield bearer"), in medieval or Old English a scutifer. The Classical Latin equivalent was armiger ("arms bearer")."
"Initially, a squire was a knight's apprentice. Later, a village leader or a lord of the manor might be called a squire, and still later, the term was applied to members of the landed gentry. In contemporary American usage, squire is the title given to justices of the peace or similar local dignitaries." (Wiki)