Page of Swords, Lost Code of Tarot

16.08.2020

Theme: "Origin and meaning yet to be decoded" 

Card: Page of Swords ('Human Being Swords')

There are no interpretations in the guide book.

"Have you ever spoken truth to the powerful and did not even realize the challenge you had presented them? Are you learning the complex jargon of a new field and comprehending what a new you could look like when you master this language?" (keen)
"The Page of Swords represents a laid-back person who exhibits a detached, easygoing attitude in the face of problems - big and small. He is indifferent, unconcerned, almost completely apathetic. He just doesn't care." (kasamba)

It's yet to be decoded, and find the origin to, why I feel it important to keep on practising being "easygoing" no matter what happens in one particular relationship of mine, and happenings in connection to this. Why I'm trying to learn and comprehend new fields (hunting), and it's jargon, in life.
A practise that sometimes make me become/feel a bit indifferent and unconcerned - at times when it's hard to keep detached because of aroused fears that need to be kept at bay.

"Page cards represent a fresh, demanding challenge to your position in the world. The Page of Swords exists to remind you that your integrity is the sharpest weapon in your arsenal. No matter how experienced you are in the world, from time to time, problems arise that are truly novel situations. When your policy is sticking to the truth, these conundrums are simple to resolve." (keen)

"As the Swords relate to communication, the Page of Swords suggests that you are exploring a different way of expressing yourself with others and communicating your ideas and opinions.
"The Page of Swords reversed can appear in a Tarot reading when you are holding back from expressing your truth..." And now I feel there's a purpose in "holding back" some "truths", in search for new ways of communication - don't know the origin and full meaning of why I have this feeling yet.
"Also, be wary of other people's commitments to you and put in place measures to ensure that they will deliver on what they promise. This reversed Page can be a 'know-it-all' and may try to impress you with big stories of his past and his achievements (which you later find out are big exaggerations of the truth)." And maybe there's a origin and meaning of why to be decoded or found out.