Seven of Swords, Housewives Tarot

11.03.2021

Theme: "Domestic Chores"

Deck: Housewives Tarot
Card: Seven of Swords (R)
"You've heard whispering behind your back and sensed phony smiles and condescending charm at every turn. There's a vicious gossip in your circle doing everything in her power to put a big black stain n your pretty white reputation. Watch out - she's a real stinker, determined to soil your social status. She's always been jealous, but now she's trying to steal your recipes, your friends, and maybe even your husband. Though it's normally beneath you, the time has come to roll up your sleeves and fight fire with fire." She's IN me, and fire rarely helps...

Once again anger is pouring up from inside. Tired of "acting like an understanding, loving, patient wife", having no "obligations" to do so, and when "getting" nothing (or little) in return. 

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"...often appears reversed when you feel like a fraud and are suffering from 'imposter syndrome'. You may doubt yourself and your abilities." The awful 'I'm fooling myself feeling. WHY to I continue to act like a good wife, instead of rolling up those sleeves?
"Know that this is fear talking. Get out of your head and trust that you have everything you need to make your new venture a success."
"...can suggest that you are deceiving yourself, trying to trick yourself into believing something even though it is out of integrity with your true self. You may attempt to fool yourself that everything is okay when it is not." I know that everything is exactly as it should be, but I have fooling myself (again) that I'm feeling ok with it, while I'm not. Now rolling-up-the-sleeves-parts have awaken again.
"...a growing reluctance to keep up the charade.
You [...] may feel increasingly uncomfortable with this relationship and would much rather come out in the open.
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