The Hierophant + Nine of Pent's, Urban + Parrott

15.01.2021

Themes: "Coping with society/the ordinaries/un-awakened" + "teaching/learning"

Tarot is Fu**ing awesome..!!!

Today I felt I was been "cornered". By someone who "is in charge of a group", "preaching"..! And guess what - pretty much bald, and with glasses... Not that he's a bad person - he has a lovely soul, he's been through a lot, and he has helped, and are helping, lots and lots of people. And does a lot of super great things. But for sure - he still has some "Plutonian authoritarian energies" to get on top of. They showed themselves last year, when he wasn't thrilled that I wanted to leave "the group", and today when this subject sort of surfaced again.
Not a pleasing energy to cope with - an in many respects awake person, acting rather un-awakened.  
Pluto being in alignment with the Sun at the very moment - and he was the main character in yesterday's New Moon. So, no matter how unpleasing, a very timely challenge.

Or, in other words - a very timely teaching/learning situation!
Which I - if I interpret these cards correctly - managed pretty well.
That's nice. Considering I'm not feeling that nice inside.

CARDS
Urban Tarot: The Hierophant (reversed)
"...any organization we give ourselves to can just as easily lead us into fulfilment and understanding or into dogmatic intolerance and ignorance."
Parrott Tarot: Nine of Discs
"The Nine of Discs shows rainbow swirl, the mouth of a cornucopia. From it issue Nine symbols of luck and winning. Below, two hands reach up, open to receive."
"...declares that Gain or the chance to achieve Gain is at hand."

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Nine of Pentacles, continuation.
"...you can finally enjoy the fruits of your labour. Thanks to your independent efforts, self-confidence and discipline, you attained a well-deserved success and created a stable foundation for your material wealth and comfort."

I'm quite far away from feeling anyway near this way though - just having had to unexpectedly pay a for me rather large amount of money for something that haven't really been of much Gain to me..!
Well. As I don't equate pentacles with money, but rather with resources in general, and with "personal resources" in particular - I guess I have Gained a lot today (Inner Strength wise), although not really feeling it yet. 
I'm rather feeling very, very tired. Or drained even.

"While the suit of Pentacles typically focuses on material wealth and gain, this card also suggests that you are in harmony with the environment around you. You appreciate the beauty and abundance found in nature, and you can harness this high-vibe energy to bring pleasure into your life." (biddy) I'm learning more and more about harnessing high-vibe energy - today I got a great lesson in exactly that. The harmony that comes (sooner or later) from acting from the most loving (high-vibe energy) part available or reachable at the moment, is priceless. Sometimes it takes a bit longer for the harmony to rise - as now, when there is much hurt ego to feel out first.